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I really need to use this thing more it's been over a year since my last post, dear Celestia! Things have changed! ;_; I never really know what to write when I stop and try to dump my thoughts out on here. Anon says I get some good ideas for web-apps sometimes, so maybe I could post some of those here some time? Idk...
:'3 hello I decided to wwrite this blog postwhile on my first night out in ever. Anon to take me to the red dragon ((pub) earlier to get pizza and some drink and I'm kinda fmessdup. I have never really done much drinking before, but its pretty fun while with the githr person.
Anon has been asking me now for weeks to come out for a few drinks and now we're sat eating burnt pizza together outside of a poub and I am freezing but couldn't b any happierm hesaid it would do me good and he's right. This has done me fooodo he promised he'd take care of me tonight and majeure I'm saf and he ha sag done so. Idk why I'm writing this im sitbvyuiosmashed but I just don't know why I want to type this. I'm doing this on my phone andim trying to mark this up in my notes app and it's not doin g too well. I've written
so many times nwo.
I know it might kind sound of soppy but anon is the first true friend I've ever had, and I feel super lucky to have him in my life. He's done so much to help me move my life forwarff, he supports meweven when I'm anxious and unsure about things, and I don't know what I'd do without him.
Idk how to explain it, but anon makes me feel normal. I mean, I know im not normal, but anon makes me feel like I'm as normal as I can be. He doesn't make me feel bad for being differen and stuff. Idk. I'm probably going tohfunmess up the format forthis post but I don't really mind. I gtt how this is super ramblinygy but I just felt like writing something whiileee this was still on my mind.
Ead
Don't mind me I'm going to go and he
Home now and have a lay down. I've had way too much to drink.
Thanks for the great night and I've loved havin some time out with my best friend :/yr3 sorryu if this post doesn't make much sense, but I'm going to post it nyway because I want to remember how I'm feeling right now forever.
Paradise out vwgy
(editing notes: oh man, I really had to think about whether I was going to actually post this or not. I'm laying on the couch right now with a swampy feeling head while wrapped in a blanket while Anon is making me some toast in the kitchen. ;-; I must have made a real ass of myself last night, because he seems really amused about something but hasn't told me what yet. Celestia help me.
Ok, so I've been here for a few weeks now? I met my dorm-mate Anon on my first day and he's actually really really nice and is also studying something computing related! (idr what it is from the top of my head ;-; sorry anon). It's been nice being able to talk to someone irl about the stuff I'm interested in. My mom doesn't really understand what I do, but Anon does because he's into it as well! It's really refreshing to be able to actually talk to somepony who understands me, rambles and all ;-;
Aside from meeting my dormie, classes are well... Classes. I find some stuff a little boring (lookin at you maths and language studies, GRRR), but I really really realllllllllllly~ enjoy web design and web development. The latest versions of Photoshop kick the flank off of the ancient cracked version I'd been using back home. Earth is miles ahead of us in terms of web development, but their websites all look soooooo boring. Everything's so samey-same, but Anon says that Earth sites used to be a lot like Equestrian sites back in the 1990's and early 2000's... Interesting, but it really got me thinking about how everything here is literally a decade or more ahead of us technology wise. The internet here is absolutely unreal in terms of speed, and according to Anon the internet on-campus 'sucks ass' by his standards. It's like living in the future!
wasn't feeling so great earlier so I deleted all of my old diary entries (think there were only 12 of them anyway?) im going to be going to university on earth later today after never really living ponyville my entire life and im really scared. my mom thinks it'll help me out 'in the long term' but i dont really think anything life changing is going to happen. ill probably just end up finishing my course, coming home and go back to working on stuff in my bedroom again. sucks, but thats just how things are i guess.
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